Hey, I bet today is a painful day for me since today was my silliest sister, Alexandrea last day on school. Yup, she moving and that hurt me deep. Imagine that today was come never thought it will broke my heart into pieces. I'm gonna miss her so damn much. Honestly, I ever hate her for so long but beside it I not coincidently slip a love and caring toward her. Today she smile like today was like yesterday. Like ain't nothing gonna happen. How could I just be silent toward her today. I spent all this orientation session this morning sitting next to her and said nothing. I hope I can say "Please Lex, stay for me." I wish I can but it's like never been split out of my mouth.
She lovely as always. But, could she be the same old her in future that ahead us?? Could she recognize me?? I'm sorry Lex for saying this stupid crap. But, I still can't let you go. I'm sorry for crying in silence. But, this is ain't fair for me. Oh my Jesus, please make me stop from doing this. Lex, please be safe for me and be a women that you wanna be. I will wait the day that we all can gather around and split some stupid gossip.
[Dear sister, please stay if you can still make the second thought. Don't make myself regret for not to hold you from slip away. Sorry]
From the writers with t.e.a.r ,
Andrew ;''((
