-Dear sister, please stay :'(-

  Hey, I bet today is a painful day for me since today was my silliest sister, Alexandrea last day on school. Yup, she moving and that hurt me deep. Imagine that today was come never thought it will broke my heart into pieces. I'm gonna miss her so damn much. Honestly, I ever hate her for so long but beside it I not coincidently slip a love and caring toward her. Today she smile like today was like yesterday. Like ain't nothing gonna happen. How could I just be silent toward her today. I spent all this orientation session this morning sitting next to her and said nothing. I hope I can say "Please Lex, stay for me." I wish I can but it's like never been split out of my mouth. 

  She lovely as always. But, could she be the same old her in future that ahead us?? Could she recognize me?? I'm sorry Lex for saying this stupid crap. But, I still can't let you go. I'm sorry for crying in silence. But, this is ain't fair for me. Oh my Jesus, please make me stop from doing this. Lex, please be safe for me and be a women that you wanna be. I will wait the day that we all can gather around and split some stupid gossip. 

    [Dear sister, please stay if you can still make the second thought. Don't make myself regret for not to hold you from slip away. Sorry]

From the writers with t.e.a.r ,

Andrew ;''((

-The Second BIG Step Of My Life(PMR)-

This is a new blogger of mine. As I pass my PMR, I should move on for the next chapter of my new beginning.

  Before that, let me share this big moment yesterday. I went to school with my best cousin(Audrey) and my best friend(Sonia). Well, as you had been through, we are TOTALLY NERVOUS ! Gosh ! I thought my nerve not functioning well cus I keep on nervous. As soon as get into school library where the place we should take this piece of paper that can change a single life of me, I turning back. i keep on doing it until I have some courage to get inside. 

Few moments of thinking, I get inside the library with Sonia and Audrey. Stranded there for almost 30minute and get my turn. I almost have a time to turn backward and said to Sonia "Son, no matter what happen. I still have my SPM. If I fail or pass I will accept it nor matter what, right!" 

Finally, I get my turn. Madam Syazwani(Class teacher) there with Madam Anita(English teacher) and Cikgu Nurul(BM teacher)  there waiting for me. After searching for 5 certificate, and a sign on a piece of confirmation paper I get my PMR result. I ask Madam Syazwani to put the paper back flip. Madam Anita asking for the mark that I get. I give her see and told her that "Teacher, you may see this result but don't tell me the result yet." With a anxious face of Madam Anita, she groaning toward me and said "Congrats Andrew, you got A's for my subject!" and she end-up with shake hands with me. I almost want to shout that time but I keep on hold it in. 

There alot of flattering here so we end up it fast. I too curios on my result and see it right after i went to the school gate. I PASS!!!!!!!!! At last!(A huge happy brief) I got 2 A's,  3 B's, 1 C's and 1 D's. I know it's not what I perhaps but at least I'm pass right ? No more "Christmas Suffer". I change it with "Hello Christmas of huge thankful" . Ho.. ho.. ho.. ho..!

Well, I know I didn't put my huge effort for this PMR but no worries SPM, you are mine !

From the writers with s.m.i.l.e ,

Andrew ;))